i'm jst...





回国了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





之间出现了暧昧。

你清楚
我更清楚。
只是暧昧变成了一种负担。
应为你我彼此都知道， 在我们之间友情才是更重要的。

我很了解你， 你的一举一动都可以被我看穿。 而你也很了解我， 知道不管我嘴上说什么都不是我心里想的。

我们是很好的朋友。
是可以随便出去吃顿饭的朋友
是彼此可以放开心情随便瞎聊的朋友
并不是可以相爱的朋友。

当我和朋友互相拥抱靠近的时候，感觉是没有的
可每当和你走在一起， 我碰都不敢碰你，不知道为什么。
而每当你手挎在我肩膀时， 我们之间的为什么会出现那么明显的尴尬。

你为什么可以那么自然的说出一句 “ you know I love you"
而我可以那么自然的回你一句 “Ｉlove you too"

这只是暧昧，　应为可以从你眼里看出，你与我还有好多好多话没有说。　

恩就这样。　





argh so i need to vent.


1i3giufh awieurheo


who
does
he
think
he
is.!



i havent been angry at anybody since 3 years ago when janean tried to tie a ponytail on the top of my head and i silence treated her for a week before giving up. and the more i think we're trying to sort out this massive misunderstanding, the more he wants to drag it out and bitch to me about blah blah blah he couldnt care less. and its like, we're tieing a tighter knot each sentence we're typing to each other.
i'm banging down on my keyboard like some fuirous cave woman and i hate this feeling of extreme anger!!! GRRRRR and his being the lousiest prick and acting arrogant with his arrogant
EVERYTHING!



MEN ARE STUPID > =(





its like. ..time grabs hold and sends us in different directions, chasing different dreams and living different lifestyles. Then you meet again 10 years down the track and realise just how different you've all become.

you can't hold onto time.

and time cant hold onto you...

im watching jimmy lins old mvs and SOOO annoyed at stupid people who comment something like this:


"OHHH! I LOVE JIMMY LIN,! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! EVER SINCE MY LUCKY STAR! "
then i get annoyed because they obviously start liking him after his all made up and hot and whatnot, and didnt give a damn when he was singing old songs wearing ulgy yellow blazers.

yes. just venting anger to the max.





today applied for RSA and went to first class.
loved it!
turned up to uni and did no work but looked for jobs. excellent.
called power company
homeloan fixed.
called builder and quoted.
paid for RSA
made a daiquiri
30ml white rum
15 ml lemon juice
5 ml sugar syrup
shake, strain serve in cocktail glass. aka big martini glass.





不能没目标的活着.

tomoro shall go and apply for RSA.
tomoro shall turn up to uni and do some work
tomoro shall call up power company
and TPG
and builder.

shall pay for RSA course.
SHALL DO RSA AND QUIT FOODSTAR.
need to keep moving forward and not stand at the same place



每天要百分百的过. 不要有遗憾!